" for how long are you going to be like this ?"-
all and sundry have shot the very same question at me--
at times merciless ,at times full of concern
which has no answer from me ever--
"o mother,why you alone do not ?
is it that i am never bothersome to you ?"--
yes , i know , mother your heart bleeds as tears ;
what can i do , dear mother ?
am i not a mentally unstable creation of god ?